He looks at me and says: 'Don t ever cross the line'. His face is dark and tensed, there s confusion in his eyes. I step away, my heart is pounding in my chest. This happens all the time, my mind s reacting. Who s gonna tell me I won t fail again? Nobody is. I m sick of people telling me not to worry. Cause that s all I do, can t stop. Sometimes I feel okay, sometimes a nervous wreck. I m fearing shadows on the wall, I'm seeing things that are not there. Expectations kill the best side of me. Responsibilities that I can t handle. Sometimes my thoughts are taking over | my future is uncertain. I loose control but can t fight back | I have to go to work. It is exhausting and it scares me | I won t make school this summer. Can t find the strength to make it stop | People think I m a jerk. Who s gonna tell me I won t fail again? Nobody is. I m sick of people telling me not to worry Cause that s all I do, can t stop.